She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

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This process is making me so numb I don't know how to get angry anymore. I constantly walk around in a fog and I'm consumed with the situation. It frustrates me that I'm unable to speak to my wife about how I feel. I can't tell her when I realize something we did or didn't do throughout our marriage.

We spoke for a bit this morning. I told her I got people from work that are willing to help her with repairs to the mobile home. For some reason she yelled at me, because she didn't feel they had experience in what needed to be done. I'm trying to get her help to alleviate the stress of repairing the trailer. I just can't seem to do anything right for her at this time.

She is busy repairing herself, and says she doesn't have time to work on relationship issues. However, when I return home she said we will talk about our personal problems. I'm pretty sure I'm beginning to slip into a full blown depression.

I'm getting frustrated whenever I hear people over here talking crap to each other or others. I don't have the ability to handle these types of behaviors.

This is the most difficult thing I've ever had to go throuh in my entire life. I lost my father when I was 10 and my mother when I was 14, and this is much harder for me to handle.

I know it's early but sometimes i feel like giving up, and I haven't even returned home yet. I know this will take time, but not being home, and not being able to talk about things with her is really draining me emotionaly.

I don't know what to do anymore. My hands are so tied right now.