I think I'd rather be dead than this- WAW

[Quart9]

Hi Cautious. Thanks for stopping by here and thank you for putting me in check with that question! I needed that.

It may seem like I'm flip-flopping and I guess I was for a while there. I even mentioned in a post I made earlier this morning that I still had a glimmer hope that we would reconcile - and I was ashamed of that.

Anything that has happened or I have found out in this sitch should have been the straw that broke the camel's back. The final straw, it seemed, was her admitting to the PA. Seeing the crap that I did today solidified it for me though.

I have no choice but to move on now. Absolutely no choice. She has made it clear she will never reconcile and I can no longer be made to look like a fool. I would love to hear about their fantasy world crumbling and I hope it does.