I am really fighting myself right now.... should i write him and let him know I havent been listening to what he was really feeling... I was only pleading for him to stay with ME, trying to show him that he really does love ME... I wasnt listening to HIM and HIS feelings... I get it now... i really really get it... he does deserve to be happy and he isnt, and I deserve to be happy and i wasnt... but man, do I see how things could have been waaaayyyyy different if I just had the tools and could really see where the problems were.... its a bad idea to write him isnt it?? I just feel like he has NO idea that I actually understand his feelings....


Me: 25
H:25
M: 2yrs
T: 4yrs
No Kids
Bomb: 11 Feb 10
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