Actually had a good day with W and kids at the zoo, didn't really want to have her come but she hadnt seen the kids for two days. So I suggested we go to the zoo. After the zoo we were sitting out side of my house smoking and she admitted to me that she needed to go on anti-anxiety meds again. She said she gets anxiety everytime she leaves my house and our kids, when she is at work, when she goes to her apartment. I just nodded and looked at her. I told her anxiety was probably one of the shittiest feelings ive had in these past months and left it at that. I've been smart about what I talk about. I guess ignoring my feelings and wanting to get her to talk about our R is really helping me. Its making a difference for how I feel and react around her. So, one step forward hopefully a billion more to come!
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
