!Help! Need Advice and encouragement!

[stark648]

Yes, I want to do the right things --I think the party thing just happened to work out the way it was supposed to. We are about to go to it now and I hope it turns out well. (I think it will)

I am pursuing some social avenues, but my schedules with the girls restricts it.

It frustrates me that she's got it almost like a "honeymoon" set-up at her new house with only one 16-year-old boy that takes care of himself.

She and OM can socially go do whatever whenever they please, while I'm going to girls' stuff and taking care of their needs, etc.

She and I NEVER even had that, because when we got together, she already had two kids, 2 and 4 yrs old---And that was okay, I raised them as my own, but she and I never had a true honeymoon phase. Then we had the youngest... What's weird

Plus, the divorce-diet has worked wonders for her! She's lost lots of weight she has always wanted to lose!!

I'm just jealous and discouraged.

I do have some female interests I am pursuing, but I am not that excited about them---even if they are very attractive, they aren't my W.