Start of the end..

[iwantittowork]

Hey CTH and Gardener, True, and up to today, I had been following that as well, not to talk to stbxw at all about d.

Slipped today for sure, in trying to understand her position on going for every penny, and why.

I do feel weak, and did when talking to her, so understand your point.

The L's will do what they are going to do, and the law will decide, and I'll have to accept and live with whatever it is. That's about as much as I can do I suppose.

I guess it's still fear of the unknown that has a grip on me, unknown when this will be over, or even started for that matter, what the future has in store, etc.

I am trying to live day by day, and in the present, and at times that seems tough to keep in perspective.