feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Good Morning All..

I'm just peeking in for a little update. H actually came home on time yesterday. Our D asked him to take her to a friends house (I had no intention of going along) and H implied "we'd all go." I went.

We dropped her off he said, "you wanna go to restaurant?" I really didn't want to but said, "ok." We sat at the bar and had some drinks and appetizers.

He talked about work yet again and I listened. He also talked about the kids how he text them almost everyday when he was gone and they ignored him. I said, "well you are the parent - they are upset with you and you have to be the bigger person."

H also talked about moving out of state and how he got a job offer. He implied "we could live in washington" etc. He was talking about the future but I didn't read into it at all. He was fairly polite last night and unbelievably wasn't on that damn blackberry!

This morning (my bday) he hasn't said one word to me and we've been up for over an hour. Oh well I guess I can't let him ruin my day right?

I'm going to breakfast with my family. Then I'm off to spend some quality ME time.

Luv you guys...thank you for your support!