OK, I know I'll probably get hit w/ a few 2x4's...I also know that I should not attempt to enter WAW's mind.
That being said- why is it I am still waking up and thinking about W?
It's been a month plus since she's been out of the house and even before that she was never really here.
I understand that she has moved on, that our M is not a priority nor is any responsibility to me.
Something I did not mention...I came home last night and the dogs were here- two of hers.
I've established the boundary w/ her- and I texted her that she needs to repect it. Before I took them to the barn and left them in her office...now I'm just thinking about taking care of them anyway- as they are great company.
I know this makes her life easier and she can go be w/ OM2 or do whatever she wants to do- I'm not happy about it...actually pretty conflicted on what the right thing to do is.
Everything I cautioned W about in the early days has happened. She's a trainer and has become friends w/ all of her clients- now that entire life (business) is her new social life as well- when things were good w/ us she had little interest in socializing w/ them so unfortunately I never met most of them.
Anyway- it's about me now. I'm playing golf w/ some friends in a few hours and then I'll probably clean a bit and go out tonight.
I guess what bothers me is a 6yr R is teetering on disaster, and it only means something to me.
