Have a safe trip. Keep your focus on your work and then in the evening, enjoy a little time away by yourself.
SA has given you some very wise advice. When the time comes and you can step back and watch from the sidelines, you will have a better understanding of all that he has said and done. The twists and turns, ups and downs, can really get to you, but you've managed to detach just enough to give him the same he needs and also you have remained extremely calm about all of this. Let's hope and pray that the space and time will heal his soul and return him to you a more mature man.
Travel safely and take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
