Thank you all for caring about me. I know I come off as needy, but I have always been independent even after I meet and dated my H. Well, I feel totally deplenished, so I am going to take my exit .. My family doesn't understand and hid all of the abuse for years, my H can't deal with that knowledge nor his own issues. So I think it is best that I am not around because I cannot mentally handle things around me now.

Take Care


OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty
Me 44
H 51
T 15 yrs
M 9+ yrs
No Kids
"You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."