IT’s been a long Road. Allot has changed since the beginning of this journey. When I think about all of the possible turns I could have made along the way. Heck I could have just said forget this and ended everything way back then. I hear that God never gives you a burden you can’t handle. He must have real faith in me. From losing my leg in a car accident in my youth. Giving me two beautiful Daughters just to have my X wife turn to drugs and leave me to take care of them my myself. To giving me my next wife to help me and give me a son just to have her stray to test me again. He must have great plans for me. Things seem weird now that I have stopped looking for work and have made plans to go back to school. But I tell ya even though I may be getting a gov. Grant they sure do not make it easy. I have had tons of paperwork to fill out. But the good thing is W is helping me fill stuff out.. I almost wanted to just tell her I don’t need her help but I started thinking that maybe...just maybe this is going to bring us closer.She offered and I told her I could do it but if she wanted to help she was more than welcome IT’s funny that I am mostly self taught. I can take apart almost anything and put it back together working. I can fix things. That is what bothered me most about my sitch. I could not “Fix” it. It seems that w is impressed with my going back to school. I have to admit that I am doing it for myself but I does make me feel good that W is kind of looking up to me now. Like she is proud of me. Well I have to go I just needed to “talk”. I am finding less and less people to do that with. I think most of the people I used to e-mail have moved on. So take care everyone.. Things do get better.
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
