"I HAVE a DAMN Choice!!!"

Finally!

"I am calming myself down."

Have you realized yet that you don't "need" him.. but you still "want" him?

What do you "need" to be happy?

What do you "need" to be fulfilled?

What do you "need" to wake up with a smile on your face?

Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.