I've been wondering what had happened to you. I had sent you an email around Christmas and never heard from you. What a totally f...ing mess!

Turning 18 isn't that far away for either child, but what a time all of you have had. I am so sorry about all of this.

Please, please take care of yourself.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.