It was recommended to me over a month ago to look in on other sitches and offer help and support. The more you read you will see that you are not alone and that your feelings are not so unique...you will see tragedies and victories, you will se progress as well.
The more you read, you will be able to view your own sitch as though it were happening to someone else- you will be able to learn from other people's mistakes. It can only help.
We are all here b/c we have a love for our SP and our M, b/c we hope to have hope-
Remember that you will be OK no matter what happens and that you are responsible for your on happiness. Your strength and fortitude and drive to keep a family in tact is noble and ideal.
I've been posting here for a few months- bare this in mind...people here do care- they want what you want, but more importantly they want for you to be OK regardless of what happens.
