DU, you're sounding pretty down. Are you OK? Can you just try to deal with what's happening right now? - not the future. Is there someone who loves you who can come over and spend some time with you? Your H is treating to badly, but that doesnt' mean that there's something wrong with you. It's so hard not to internalize this stuff when it comes from someone we love. hugs.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.