Right now I do not like my life. I hate seeing my children spend time with the manipulative man that is now thier father. I hate being in the house alone and facing weekends competely mute. I hate booking to go to the theatre by myself just so I don't go stark raving mad and worst of all I hate having to pretend that everything is alright when it so clearly isn't.
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15
