Thanks golfgirl, yes you are right it's his journey, but he is hurting so many people in the process including himself it's so hard to watch. I know that I have to think about myself and daughter first, but I think that everyone on this board would agree that it's not easy. Despite it all I do love him and care about him and I'm so worried about him. He is just a shell of the man that he used to be. It's so sad that I can't really help him.
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO