He calls me today telling me about his results of his medical tests, not good... he seems worried. Says he knows he needed to get them done as I have been asking him for years and the problem is now worse.
He sounds very kind and loving and gentle on the phone, like the man I fell in love with...
Tells me how he wants to make sure I am okay and taken care of, that he still considers me his Best Friend and that he cares about me a lot... UGH
When he comes over to see the kids, he wants to hug me, Although I love to feel close to him, this is HARD for me... I miss him.
Its almost easier when he is MEAN to me...
He sounds so confused about what in the world he is doing. I just say, " I understand". I try to be compassionate. I don't ask questions. I leave him alone.
