Fast track to her divorcing me

[ClingingToHope]

That's all good. When the right person comes along, you'll feel it. Like when you met your W.

I struggle with whether I'll ever feel as deeply for someone as I do for W. I met her when I was 18, but we didn't start going out until I was 25 after college.

I felt soooo lucky that she was interested in me. And then we got married, the two kids, the house, the American Dream.

I think I've read the LBS focuses on the good times while the WAS focuses on the bad. That's why the rejection hurts so much. And I'm definitely doing that.

I feel I'm going to meet someone great again someday -- and maybe W is right that I'll find someone more suited for me, she was so quiet that it was unnerving. But it'll be a different deal. Likely the lady will already have kids. I have mine and can't have any more -- without surgery.

It'll be a different kind of life than I imagined. That's a big part of the struggle.