Jeffy Poo...I was just thinking the same thing. Instead of looking at it as an ending, it is a rebirth. A new chapter. The second half of my life.

I ache for the lost dream. The love SG and I shared at one point. But I am going to take some time to think of the lessons I learned, the strength I had to get through it, and the things that I know now to do differently in the future.

I am sure I will have some more tears, probably when SG texts me and says it is finished. But I am going to remember that after that, I am no longer in limbo either. It is done. The slate is clean, and I can heal.

Just breath Lola, just breath...


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..