I know, and you're right. I honestly didn't think it was going to affect me this way. I thought I was ready for it, that I had done the work, been through the emotions.

I guess now it is just hitting that this really is the end.

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..