Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Okay today is the day. SG just signed in at court.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
No, actually, I am a mess. My heart is breaking all over again.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I'm so sorry Chris. I just knew you wanted it over with so you weren't hanging in limbo. Allow the feelings to come as they will and then put them away into their compartment. You ar coming out of this a much stronger person and with the knowledge that you did everything possible to save your M. He wasn't up to the task.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
I know, and you're right. I honestly didn't think it was going to affect me this way. I thought I was ready for it, that I had done the work, been through the emotions.
I guess now it is just hitting that this really is the end.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..