I was just going through some of my old posts, getting ready for Retro. I was looking at yours and thought I'd pop by and give a good read. I feel worse for my W cause some of the things you've mentioned about your H I've done or thought (less the harsh words... but I think she got the pointy edge on her own)

I wish I could apologize on his behalf, but he needs to own up for his own behaviours, as do I.

Are you feeling more comfortable with where you're going now? Do you think time is making his love come back? Could you be happy with him feeling cared for even if it wasn't deep love?