I am just tired of the crap. I never wanted this ever, and now I am not even allowed to move on from this either. Seems very unfair (and I realize that sounds pretty childish as well)
Childish? Nah. Frustrated? Oh, yeah!
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac