That is great news. And it totally makes sense that you'd feel angry about making yourself vulnerable for something that turned out to be not a concern. Health crises are really intense for everyone.
Take all that loving/caring energy that you were ready to pour into H if he needed it, and pour it into you and your life.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.