DU, I've been reading your threads, and just want to make a quick comment. Since you're seeing your doctor tomorrow, does he/she know what's happening in your M? I filled mine in about 10 days post-bomb when I couldn't sleep, and they were incredibly helpful. You might find, as I did, that a little medication can help you stay calm through the rough spots right now. I took xanax on a fairly regular basis for a few weeks, then only when I was seeing H, and now that I'm more centered, hardly ever. Something to consider, anyway.
M 65 H 64 T 39 & M 36 @ S 12/08 Two Ds
Do you know that the harder thing to do and the right thing to do are usually the same thing? Nothing that has meaning is easy. ~ The Weather Man