Oh if I could have spoken to my MIL, I would have.
Of course, I don't speak German, and she doesn't speak English.
And now, she is ill. SG told me last night she is losing her memory...early stages of dementia. She is like 58. And although I don't think she was a bad mother, I think she tried to overcompensate for SG and his brother's worthless father.
Unfortunately, SG became his worthless father. I told him that too at one point. Lmao...I still remember the text I sent saying he had become the one person in this world he hated the most, his father.
No, I think as parents it is our responsiblity to teach our children right from wrong. There is too much coddling of children these days, oh its okay even if you do something wrong I will get you out of it...
Yeah, not me. I did it with my middle daughter, D23. Huge bone of contention between me and the SG. I wanted to give her everything I didn't have, and couldn't give S24. And you know what? She was a selfish spoiled brat.
I won't make that mistake again.
And on that note, I am going to take my happy ass home...catch you all later!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
