I know...it literally breaks my heart. There are nights I sit and watch him play or listen to him sing the ABC's to me and I think what a damn fool he is. Hurts my heart to know that he isn't being the kind of father he should be to our son. I just don't want my son to be affected or suffer because of him. Give the kid a fair chance ya know. I'm thankful I have him and he's been given stability by me.
Mark was calling my cell/work etc this afternoon almost in crazy fashion...finally I answered and said I am work I can't deal with this, what do you need....he wanted to see Jack for a few hours wanted to make sure that was ok adn wondering if I could leave work early to go swimming or something, hangout.
WOW geeze, um let me think NO, NO, and in case you were unsure NO! Balls that man has.
