Allen, That was my first impression too. He wants me to let go so he doesn't have too. I have held my emotions in check everyday for the last week. And I have seen him almost everyday. I've been happy upbeat, and have stopped him from baiting me. I think it is making him feel worse because I'm not crying in front of him or trying to talk R with it all. Just going about my business, laughing, and enjoying life (fake of course).

After the email he has tried to call me 3 times and one message said "I don't want you take that email the wrong way, I'm just trying to explain to you how I feel". When I didn't answer he texted me "I still love you"


Together 16 years
Married 12 years
Me 36
H 34
D9 & S6
Separated 12/3/09
Confirmed A 1/25/10
Exposed A 1/26/10
H hired L, but not filed yet 1/27/10