I lost my lover and my best friend. I am wondering if I will ever recover. I am lost like I'm floating thru space with no light and I don't know if turning around will help. I feel like there is no hope and I don't want you to think I can ever be the same person. I have changed. I need u to think why you would want this when you are above this. I don't like making u feel unloved but my heart is dark and sad. I felt it crush and lost all my soul. I truly don't know if I can recover. The problem with loving someone with all your heart is when they break it there is nothing left. I don't send u this to upset u. I just hate seeing u hurt and don't think u get my pain. I don't know how to work this out with out hurting u. And 4 that I'm sorry.
What the hell do I do with this one?
Together 16 years Married 12 years Me 36 H 34 D9 & S6 Separated 12/3/09 Confirmed A 1/25/10 Exposed A 1/26/10 H hired L, but not filed yet 1/27/10