I made contact this moring to inquire as to either he was going to transfer the support money. He texted back it was transfered. I replied ty and got a welcome. It is especially hard today it has been officially 1 year since I found out about his EA and asked him to move out.

Trying to keep myself busty and not think about it too much. I'm also trying to stay on course and not pour my heart out to him again. He knows how I feel last time I did I told him I wanted my marriage to work but he has to make that choice too.

just journaling


me 32
H 34
together since 92
married 01
bomb 3/08
s 3/08