I think I'm ready to throw in the towel on this whole thing. It's taken too much energy from me and I can't deal w/ someone's confusion. It's funny- when I re-read my sitch I noticed that from bomb to Christmas, I was not posting here-
I don't know whay that is, I know I found the site, but I think I was just lurking for a while.
Anyway- tonight I GAL by seeing a movie w/ some friends, and taking my dog on a walk on the beach.