I am beginning to think that no matter what happens, the SG will always see things as a pessimist.
Last night, the El Paso Police Department called me, SG had applied and I was one of his references. That statement in itself is ironic, because I could potentially screw up his entire life. Oh wait...according to him I already did!
Anyhooooo...I gave him a good reference b/c I do think he would make a good cop. Called him after to tell him, here I am so excited for him, and he is like ho hum, I can't get the job because I don't have my citizenship yet, can't get a letter stating it is pending, need to get all this information blah blah blah. Some of the papers are in the garage, in a mess...I am rolling my eyes...wish they had a smiley for that!!!!
Now, if it were me, and I was getting ready to get a dream job, I would be moving mountains to get the information that I need by Friday. I would be busting mt azz to get out in that garage and find the documents, calling immigration to see if I can get something from them stating that my citizenship was pending. But the SG gave up before he even started.
I find that very sad. But interestingly enough, I think he has gotten used to the woe is me attitude that his entire life is falling apart.
What happened to being a survivor rather than being a victim? I want to whack him so badly w/ a 2x4 and tell him to get his head out of his azz, that no one will make his life better than him. This is just life, we all have to deal with crap. Why wallow in it?
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
