thanks, talia. great advice. i do plan to talk to my new IC tomorrow about the way i'm feeling, which is very conflicted right now!
you would be proud, though...the only time i could see my H before leaving for 9 days is tomorrow. he asked if we could plan to meet up for drinks but i made plans with my girls instead to go see the new alice in wonderland movie (i'm sorry, but johnny depp wins EVERY TIME!!!), and i know he has plans with his dad and BIL tonight, so i'm really proud of my 180, because before i would have put plans with my girls aside to do something with my H.
plan to spend the evening down at the gym and then packing for my trip. i did get an email from H yesterday saying how much he appreciated my kindness and support throughout all of this and that he didn't understand how i could be that way towards him or why i wasn't fed up with him. at least he acknowledges that i could be fed up with him!! i didn't really know how to answer that so i just thanked him for noticing my efforts to be supportive and said it meant a lot to me for him to acknowledge that.
2 days left til my trip!
Me30 H29 M2.5 T5 H moved out 1/23/2010 H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010 ...feeling hopeless
