I feel your pain as well - read thru some of your thread again. Your statement above - "hopeless - as if I'm dead to her" could easily be mine too - and I've said virtually the same thing to myself over and over. Not much to report here really - with me moving to apartment and trying to adjust and trying to work on myself, not much interaction between us this week. I am going over to house tonight - my daughter has volleyball practice and then she and I will grab a bite to eat out. Been getting thru this initial loneliness with DVD's/TV/reading, but I definitely want to motivate myself to start running/jogging routine too. Now March - so weather starting to warm just a bit - just have to "do it".


Me: 48
W: 47
M: 25 years T: 30 years
S24, D21, D11
Bomb dropped: "Not in love with you" 10/09
Separated Feb 2010