Sounds like you have come really far since you first started! I hope you keep moving forward and be truly happy one day. I guess that is what we all strive for. I used to think the only way I will be happy again is if I have my intact family. We just need to make adjustments along the way.
Keep it up Kevin!
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!