I appreciate the advice- It was more thoughts than anything. I'm being overwhelmed by the financial issues more than anything.

I have no plans or desire to act out on anything, but the general hopelessness overtook me. I was also incredibly sick w/ a stomach virus.

Managed to sleep the day away yesterday and reporting back to work today.

First time I've called out in 2 years.

Feeling a bit more myself today- the financial things will pass eventually, just have to buckle down and rethink my budget.

DARK