the more i distance myself...the more aggravated h seems to get
the 180's GAL...trying my darnedest...doing a good, not perfect job. sometimes it is hard with 2 small children to do much and honestly im kinda sick of kids activities!
his LOUSY decisions, that affect us as a family, seeing him basically kill himself to catch up on where he has made mistakes...not being able to help turn it around or be heard b4 the decisions are made...
how far away is rock bottom???
i am venting...i cant stand to watch this man in so much pain...cant stand it anymore...need a true break...
the detaching works...i am able to separate myself BUT the emotional part is only one part....this is soooo hard!
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...
