Hi guys, not a great Bday but I may have a great Saturday...
H came very late last night and...he didnt even hug me. He just laid down and fell asleep although he scraed me and woke me up with his noises and could have used the opportunity to wish me Happy Bday. This morning I felt like I would explode with anger and frustration. THEN, I realised, I have a choice, (after I hit my dad's car with my car and yelled at my kids-GUILT!!!), I HAVE a DAMN Choice!!!
I am calming myself down. If he initiates a talk, he will not be happy. For now, I am trying to figure out what bothered me most. K
