No! I certainly don't mean that at all! What is life if we don't have hope? I just meant that it is out of your control to stop it if that is what he has decided! I really think that him being deployed is an opportunity. He will have time to reflect and miss you! Don't give up! But, you do need to detach and I am saying this when I still need to do this myself! I KNOW that it is not easy to do that! While he is gone, it will give you time to work on YOU!
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing
