Should I Tell Her to Move On???

[gr8 day 2B alive]

KS
Thanks for checking in. I am not doing well at all.
W called to to discuss the meeting with the Mediator.

Told me about what Mediator will be able to do. W said she could represent both of us but I'm not too sure if I want that.

I told her I was hoping we could talk in person to discuss our IC but she said she didn't want to talk circles like we did last time. She added "What can you tell me now that's different from before?"

That's when I informed her about my anxiety problem and that it lead to many of my problems. I told her I was addressing my issues about my sleeping disorder too(Something she told me to do long ago) and she said I've been telling you that years ago.

I then proceeded to say "Let's go to the court house next week and get a no fault divorce. If that's what's going to make you happy." she replied "DON'T USE THAT MANIPULITIVE CRAP ON ME ANY MORE".

Other statements she said were:

I don't want to be with you anymore.
I don't want to waste five more years to see nothing has changed.

I said to her "You words spoke volumes to me"

I get it, she want out with no possible reconciliation/

She is full of resentment and I can not SAY or DO or SHOW anything to soften her heart.

I will be going to the meeting with the mind set that it is truely over.

I don't want to be with someone who doesn't have any compassion.(She even said she doesn't- and that was about our kids when they misbehaved)

I am looking for closure now.

I will continue to take care of myself and know life will be better soon.

I am retiring at DB, hanging up my jersey without winning the championship.