I bought Divorce Remedy... really helpful. I almost feel sad because had I noticed signs sooner, or had he not left, she offers so much good advice on how to repair the little things, and how baby steps go along way. I'm not sure he is ever coming back... but I did stop contacting him. I actually feel better not talking to him, as I do not get anything good out of it. Trying to pick up the pieces because my little baby boy is coming in July, and I have no choice and want to be a great mommy. I am a rather impatient person, and expect too much too soon, and the baby coming is almost like my mental deadline; its scary to think if he has a change of heart after the baby is born (not sure he ever will), that it will have been for the wrong reasons. I am doubting everything we ever had for the past 12 years and am not sure I believe he ever loved me. I just dont understand how a person can hurt someone so profoundly especially when I was the absolute happiest I ever was months ago... just when i thought life couldnt get any better...
