just throwing this out k4, but as you said, you abdicated a lot of decision making with your w when you were married. You didn't like making choices (per you). And you continued to have trouble making decisions for the longest time, even smallish ones with the girls, since (e.g., buying a book, who should pay? Changing the time of something small, how to do it, etc).

So, while this "Submit to authority" may be exactly what you say it is; theological submission, you gotta admit it is self serving b/c once again, you don't have to do the "hard work" of taking responsibility for deciding or choosing.
Food for thought.
j-


M: 57 H: 60
M: 35 yrs
S30,D28,D19
H off to Alaska 2006
Recon 7/07- 8/08
*2016*
X = "ALASKA 2.0"
GROUND HOG DAY
I File D 10/16
OW
DIV 2/26/2018
X marries OW 5/2016

= CLOSURE 4 ME
Embrace the Change