Hi guys, not a great Bday but I may have a great Saturday...
H came very late last night and...he didnt even hug me. He just laid down and fell asleep although he scraed me and woke me up with his noises and could have used the opportunity to wish me Happy Bday. This morning I felt like I would explode with anger and frustration. THEN, I realised, I have a choice, (after I hit my dad's car with my car and yelled at my kids-GUILT!!!), I HAVE a DAMN Choice!!!
I am calming myself down. If he initiates a talk, he will not be happy. For now, I am trying to figure out what bothered me most. K
Ah yes choices......we all have choices. Some choices are more difficult than others to make....sometimes we postpone them.....sometimes we avoid them.....until it becomes painfully obvious what the right choice is. Sometimes the best choices are the ones we do not make. I decided that I had had enough and left (some may say i had no choice but to leave ..... lol). You have decided to stick it out....you have your reasons. I am just sorry that you continue to be disappointed with your husband's lack of action.
When he woke you up did you actually get up? Or did you stay in bed? Did you say anything? I'm just asking if it's possible he thought you were asleep.
Also curious if you welcomed him home or made any physical signs you wanted a hug.
Just my random pre-coffee musings.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
