(((hugs))) dncrm, Even my Husband laughs at himself now if that makes you feel better:) Perhaps it is better if you don't post on my thread as it is only upsetting you. There is actually a little button that you can block me and then I can't offend you anymore. I am glad your Husband is back in the land if the living and that you have enough love and compassion to help him through this part of the journey. I spent too many years being miserable and feeling sorry for myself and my kids and my Husband. Now it is time to laugh and rejoice that I am no longer dealing with so much pain. I hope things get better for you and you will one day also be able to look back on this and laugh with your Husband about all of his crazy antics.