I bring up relationship talk once every few weeks. I do it to try to move us along but im getting the picture that that is not the way to go.
I have asked him back into the bedroom, several times...he's under no illusions that thats where i want him to be. He knows how i feel about him and that i want us to be a loving couple eventually.
Its the mixed messages that are pulling me down.
Im going to stay with my sister this weekend, so he will have all the space he needs. I act very loving and caring towards him, always asking how he is and about work. I say he can have the bedroom and i'll sleep downstairs, offer him cups of tea, to run him a bath. He always says no, then goes and does it himself.
Im at a loss and losing hope and my self worth. But im hanging in there for all our sakes.
Thank you Wholeagain. How are you btw?
me 41 H 40 D 10 S 13 S 15 separated in same house 05/09 my A 05-07/09
