seperated a year

[hanging in there]

Just journeling
Didnt not reply to H text this morning regarding insurance cards. Girls are covered under insurance by both of us with mine being primary so not having his cards isn't a big deal right now. Day 3 of NC and felt pretty strong. Know I still have a ways to go,
Checked his cell phone usage (H doesn't know I can do this)He is still contacting the ow that he is having a denied EA with.

I guess I'm to the point where I'm tired of this being 95% me and 5% him. Tired of trying to be his friend while he is still contacting her.

Keeping the momentum going.
Thank you all. Just reading all your posts over the last year has helped me finally get to the point where I realise I can do this and I will be okay with or without him