Its funny how that is...last year when I was still in Texas and I lost my job, I was in a total panic. I had no money, no food, utilities getting ready to shut off, no health insurance, and a kid who needed her meds. I went to social services.

All I was getting was 250 a month in child support, and that alone was forty bucks over the eligibility.

Now I ask you, how the heck are two people supposed to live off 250 a month?

I did get some food stamps, but that was it. I had to wait 60 days to find out if I was eligible for medicaid, and by that time, I was leaving Texas.

They did not count expenses there either, just what the income was. Of course my rent was twice the amount of my c/s.

But I was seeing these pimped out cars coming in, women wearing real gold, total cholitos (Hispanic female gang members). Maybe I should have shown them my tattoos...


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..