TF, I guess I am waiting or wanting her to say "lets talk".
I don't expect her to come back and fall on her knees and say "I am so sorry, I love you, always have, forgive me".
At some point she will have to be the one to start to initiate this stuff or at least admit in the conversations we have that she is leaning towards working on it. Right?
Another point I should add here is that I fully believe she is involved with OM#1 at least emotionally and possibly physically every now and then, he lives 2 hours away. No proof and I am not looking just call it "gut feelings".
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