also i did have a great lunch with my mom today. did not mention my H ONCE. so that was really nice, and i think she was able to see how much more open to talking i am when she's not telling me what a waste of space she thinks my H is.

planning some fun things while i'm in new orleans and looking forward to being out of all of this for a while. it will be good to see family and old friends and be able to step outside of my life here for a little bit. only 4 days left here before i take off!! not sure if i'll see my H or not before i go, but i did set up an appointment today with a new IC for me, i'll see her on friday. feeling good today. miss my H terribly, but otherwise feeling good.

Me30 H29
M2.5 T5
H moved out 1/23/2010
H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010
...feeling hopeless